We celebrated, cook, drink, make drinks, eat, eat some more, go shop, go shop again, say HI to everyone, say goodbye, played truth or dare, take pictures, take more pictures, go swarm ( some very dark place), eat more, lol summarize like crazy...but the main point is we had fun, big thanx to Arshad for being the master planner and all the other planning group including myself, yes I plan my own birthday, how cool is that..:D
Some people overnight there, some people went home, I'm part of the the some people who went home..:D
Ouh yah, I HAVE TOP-UP MY PREPAID CARD SO FEEL FREE TO TEXT ME AND CALL ME cause it feels so good to be able to text and call using my phone again, hell yeah!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH!!!!!(Your sixteen sey)WOOHOO!!! mine coming soon...
I tried to avoid the signs, telling myself a fact that I know is not true, I gave myself false hope, all the clues was pointing towards one thing but I just could not accept it until the truth finally smack right in my god damn face!! You think I did not know, well I had known about it for a very long time but I did not want to say anything cause I thought it was just my imagination or something, but its so obvious and still I kept telling myself, no, no,no well truth hurts right, I purposely go there to see whether my thoughts was wrong , well the signs was true, can't believe I could just continue like nothing happen, I should have just left, fuck it, who cares, I should just punch the fucking wall till I break my bones, thanks for shattering all my hope, why must it be you? WHY? Why did you start?? Did someone force you or something?? I don't know but I'm sure of one thing...and I can no longer deny it, the truth was there...sigh...don't worry I'm not gonna be like some emo kid I just be me, with a certain less feeling, I guess we could just stay friends nothing less nothing more...I'm just sad that you just had to shatter everything I hope your not...thanks a lot for that...THANKS!!!!
